Always
By Talisha Holmes
I would've done anything
To keep you
I only wanted you
I only needed you
Just the thought of you
Made me Feel life
Something new to me
Something real to me
Then you took it away
And it's not fair
You left me nothing
You left me nothing
Now I play survivor
I'm weak
Help me please
Save me please
You abandoned me
Always
and I'll dream of this
always
You left me when
I fell in love with you
And I'll dream of this
always
Night comes and goes
And I wake up
I'm still all alone
Oh, I'm so all alone
You were my best friend
But in the end
I was wrong
So wrong
In no time at all
You took you away
You didn't love me
You couldn't Love me
Cuz how can you kill
All this love
When It's real
When it's strong
You abandoned me
Always
and I'll dream of this
always
You left me when
I fell in love with you
And I'll dream of this
always
America
By Talisha Holmes
America…
People listen…
People on the street
People on the move
In these times
Thoughts are running wild
No one doesn't know
And the feelings always show
In these streets alone
Can we be a voice?
It's convoluted, thick with agitation
I don't know how to deal with this damnation
America…
To not belong
Is to belong
While we're longing for peace
And prosperity
And I know i pledged allegiance
But I know
I just wanna go far away from this Galaxy
If My freedom here is so much more than many
Then why do I feel like i'm going crazy?
America…
We stay and fight
To make it right
Fill up the streets with black and brown
Military police
Kill and silence me
We've had enough; Burn this whole place down
We've tried your way
To make our voices pleasing
They laughed and
hung our likenesses in effigy
America…
Brakes
By Talisha Holmes
You never broke my heart
I was already in pieces
Since that day so far away
I don’t even remember
I don’t even remember
You never made me cry
Didn’t have any tears left, No
Anyhow, maybe now
You can stop telling people that
You can stop telling folks that, now
You never stole my heart
Such a lie, such a lie, such a lie
I never believed you meant the things you said
Tell the truth, dear
Tell the truth. Tell the truth.
You said you let me down easy
But that’s assuming I was ever up
And if you let me down “easy”
I’d hate to see “hard.”
Please. Stop.
Stop
Why did you do that to me?
I fell so hard.
You say you let me down easy
But that’s assuming I was ever up
And if you let me down easy,
I hate to see hard
Oh, just stop
Follow Me
By Talisha Holmes
Through the fire and the rain
Every drop in these veins
Link tight to this chain
Stay in this lane
And we’ll fly
We’ll race to dawn
When we can’t fly we’ll run
Growing stronger from the sun
Side by side as one
In these arms
When we reach the place
We’ll be love we’ll be safe
Just don’t look back…
Follow Me I’ll go
Follow me i’ll go
to the land
follow me i’ll go
follow me i’ll go
to the land
Never shying from the truth
Holding on to our youth
While branching out from the root
Ignoring in all pursuit
And we’ll reign
This place of ours
We own all the power
Just don’t give it away…
This thing that we have done
has Shadowed the moon and drenched
the sun
Just don’t look back …
Follow Me I’ll go
Follow me i’ll go
to the land
Follow Me I’ll go
Follow me i’ll go
to the land
Go, Fight,Win
By Talisha Holmes
Open your doors
Bring out your guns.
We’re gonna risk our lives
To save our sons.
We're gonna fight.
They need a protector
Not a venomous snake
Injecting it’s poison
For evilness sake
We're gonna fight
We're gonna stand
Darkness wins...
When we decide to lose
I’ve a right to live
Cause our lives have value
We not gonna run no
We're not gonna hide no
We're gonna fight yeah
We gonna stand yeah
We not gonna run no
We're not gonna hide no
We're gonna fight yeah
We're not gonna run anymore
We'll face them in the street
United
We matter
Well March with weapons in hand
He commanded the children to shout
And the walls come tumbling down
I’m Really Happy
By Talisha Holmes
Well I heard about your brand new baby girl
10 fingers and 10 toes
With the life long love of your youngish life
Can't wait to see her as she grows
I'll send a gift in the mail from Amazon
I couldn't make it to your shower
But I'll be there next time with little bells on
I'll aim a little higher
And I'm really happy for you
From the cellphone that I'm texting on,
As I lay in my room
And I'm really happy for you
For you
I heard they're on tour in Germany
You know those guys deserve it
They're so talented, and beautiful on stage
I know they're gonna kill it
What's next on their horizon up ahead?
They're selling out at every show
They're not even worried bout the rent anymore
I got tickets, but I'll be in the last row.
But,
I'm really happy for them
As i pull into my driveway
And i stare across the fence
I'm really happy for them
For them
I finally left an abusive relationship
Doesn't seem my life is anything (anything, anything)
And my mood has suffered a dip (I’m so low)
I just want to make sense of everything (I don’t know, I don’t know)
A good day means not crying (ooo)
But I'm safe when i come home at night (I’m free, I’m free)
And this time I'm not lying (ohhh)
Cause there's only me to fight
Now
I'm really happy for me
I'm in a better place now
But still not where i should be
I'm really happy for me
I'm ok
No Judgements
By Talisha Holmes
Your stardust makes patterns in the sky
Nothing scientific about it
It just is.
Shapes of circles and arrows
Body's and galaxies
Something to gaze upon
Something to gaze upon
No judgements rendered.
Your waves do something to the ocean
But I know its mostly on the surface
The reef below
Remains essentially the ocean
Something to experience
Something to experience
No judgements rendered
But what I'm trying to say
Is I love everything about
Exactly how it was, and is and will be
With you
You are something to be apart of
To experience and
To love
Someone too wonderful
You're just too wonderful
No judgements rendered…
But what I'm trying to say
Is I love everything about
Exactly how it was, and is and will be
With you
You are something to be apart of
To experience and
To love
Someone too wonderful
You're just too wonderful
No judgements rendered…
Right into It
By Talisha Holmes
The thought of you smelling my scent
Or even knowing it at all
It so excites me
Right into it, I'm gonna fall
Right into it
Right into it…
With you
And i want you to know what i feel like
Inside
Outside
I'll open wide
Right into it
Right into it…
With you
Can you sense what i feel?
And the taste of it
In your hands
Of what we've missed?
I'm losing
Myself
While you're
Gaining on me
As soon as these elevator doors close
I'm gonna show you
I'm gonna show you
As soon as those doors close
I need to feel your hands on me
Inside me
Woah
I'm losing myself while you're gaining on me
Kiss me please
Kiss me sweet
Love me
Fall right into it...
Sacrifice
By Talisha Holmes
Slowly
Going
Hurting
From everything
Struggling
Emptying
Angry in my mind
Only it can be
A tragedy
Confusing in my self
Not knowing
Not controlling
It's my mind, mind
Trudging around
Wondering if it matters
Handfuls of ground
Sifting through it to find the answers
Coming up short
Clutching on for so long
Trying to start the dawn
Who has hope for hopelessness
Who has time for the useless
I can't do this
Worried
Fighting
Hiding
From everything
Losing
Sleeping
Crying in my mind
Because this it seems
A tragedy
Confusing my self
Never knowing
Never controlling
My mind, mind
I sacrifice
My life
to this thing
that's killing me
Slows me down
Takes my mind
Spins me around
Makes me blind
Steals my smile
Burns my skin
Stops my heart
How can I win?
Who has hope for hopelessness
Who has time for the useless
Wartorn
By Talisha Holmes
See them lying there.
Victims of disaster
Never saw it coming on
Flags of alabaster
We are war torn
Beaten with debris
From stars that fell
Sometime ago
The stories they tell
We are war torn
Not just you
Not just me
There is no them
only we
Where is your white flag
Is it burning
Is it burning
Is it burning
We are war torn